Sunday, November 15, 2009 . 2:31 PM
ah hah i am sick/haha i am like amir/
my brain has never been trained to think so much/
so when i do/
it breaks down/
okay anyway there is that i am really bothered about/
like what the hell are you trying to do/
but it is okay/
after this/
i am gonna pretend it never happened/
:)
P.S
weather's cold! remember to cover yourselves with more blankets when you go to sleep people! :D
Saturday, November 14, 2009 . 11:02 AM
HEYHEYHEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY/i've just realized that i've got no choice and am really going for blessing. :(
(blessing = "arranged marriage". i know the irony kills me too)
well anyway, i guess i'll just got to face up to the facts and go like anna and grace did huh!
they are very brave kids.
i guess i'll just take life one step at a time instead of thinking about 3 years down the road where i'll just get married to someone whom i don't know completely and without ever having a boyfriend at all. the never getting a boyfriend thing i can live with, but the marrying someone i don't know part, not so.
like what Johnson said, I MUST KEEP MY FAITH! and pray more. and open my heart up to God more instead of disliking him for making my life so full of rules.
i shall try that!
because instead of feeling bitter about things, i want to be able to look at it in a positive way and accept it :) if you can't beat em', join em'.
Thursday, November 12, 2009 . 10:43 PM
OKAY QUICK UPDATE ON MY SOON-TO-TURN-INTO-A-TRAGEDY LIFEi'm only allowed to use computer for 45 minutes everyday:(
my mom appears to suddenly realize that my household is too relaxed aka screwed and has decided to tighten her control over everyone :(
and i have to do 60 ke tou's everyday cause my dad set this dumb condition. at least my siblings are in this with me.
oh and finally met up with my ex-clique of dah past which i hope can clique back togezzer againnnnnz. AND HAHAHAH i realize that i really do think super slowly.
we met someone and i was like
sodd..?
sodd..
sodddd.
sooooooodddddddd??
SOOOOOODDDDD!!!!!!!!! OHOHOH.
hahaha omg i only realized the importance after like 1 minute.
oh and went running just now and halfway met kenshit monster so we ran to republic together and ran back. omg I'M SO PRO MANZ. i wanted to die and wanted to cry but then i, being the arrogant person with too much pride that i am, refused to ask him to slacken the pace and just stubbornly kept going. FINALLY REACHED HOME.
i don't like not knowing things i guess. or i don't like not knowing things about things that i care about? (cause i dont care about math much) I DON'T KNOW LAH. never had this feeling before. :( maybe im turning evil! i think i've cleared my thoughts and feelings out too late though:( sigh wish my brain will start learning how to rotate faster next time round, if there is one, which i hope not, blegh.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 . 11:02 AM
you know how sometimes you wanna blog about something, but you know there's people reading it, however seldom, so you can't blog about it?yah so i'm off to my private blog:)
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 . 5:10 PM
ahahh sheryl and i are gay freaks.we're sitting next to each other and webcamming. GAY
she started it. (okay fine i did. blegh)
Monday, November 9, 2009 . 4:05 PM
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Sunday, November 8, 2009 . 11:14 PM
chinese suck ballz.giving me headache:(
yay i love huiqi she saved me~ meeting her tomorrow to study in school! heehee.
i'm gonna give you the benefit of the doubt still.
